i have an idol

and her name is Amanda dunbar.
shes even pretty on top of being everything i ever wanted to be. she even went to SMU, the university in Dallas that i wanted to go to when i was young but my mom told me to forget it, it was too expensive, and she is younger than me. and pretty. and a beautiful painter, and she is so motivating to listen to, and she is world famous, has five art studios, one in france, she is finishing her masters in art history at smu. she donates lots of money to charity. she is acclaimed as a child prodigy and she is being inducted into the texas womens hall of fame this year. and she was born in 1982. she accepted a commission for a million dollars! holy crap. i wish i was that girl. and she just projects confidence. but the best thing is she is such a fantastic painter. (sigh)