my baby's sick
yes. my little boy is feeling worse today. and his sister just doesnt understand she still wants to play with him, she is feeling better so she has all this energy. in the end she just ends up beating him up and making him cry. he is on his 2nd nap today and thank god she is lying down now.
the temp finally dropped it is in the 80's to day i hear, it feels great outside. i took a walk at noon just because i could (the past few months it feels to hot to even walk at 6 pm, let alone noon!). i hope we get some rain, its been a while. the sky is overcast atleast.
we have soccor practice tonite. i hope my boy makes it through okay. i could try to leave him with grandma and grandpa. i think i'll call them and see if they will come and baby sit during practice tonight. that would be good.
tomorrow night is girlscouts. that is cool b/c i am the co-leader for the troop. i feel pretty proud of that. i need to do some planning for the meeting. i also need to get daughter 1's birthday invites finished. her b-day is mon but we'll be having a party on friday night. eek. i haven't planned it yet. too many b-days. kid 3 in august, kid 2 in sept, then mine, then kid 1 in oct. b-day cake overload. totally.
i have spent a good chunk of my time not cleaning today. i feel very pleased. what hasn't been spent cuddling my unhappy son i have spent cruzing around my web site, getting really familiar with it. it is not as easy to use as i'd like but really not that bad, better than i thought at first. i was driving 30 min. to sams to buy my bulk items, but now i order them on line and save time and get this about $30 in gas for just one trip to sam's. this is sooo cool. i am very pleased with it. i really should start talking to other people about it so i can get some other clients besides myself, but i hate to do that when i dont know everything about it and i dont yet. i hate to not know the answer to someone's questions. must be the sales person in me. speaking of the sales person in me i now sell a really cool line of makeup. i like it better than VS beauty's makeup. i didnt think that was possible. i havent used a lot of the color yet but the skin care is wonderful!
i feel so frumpy. i wish i could get off my ass and start working out. sure i walk everymorning i tell my self, but i still eat so much that i'm not loosing any weight. i'd like to join a gym with one of my friends but i really dont feel like i can afford it. i wish i could get back down to my pre kids 2 & 3 weight. that was 130lbs. i could handle that. i wish i could get my teeth fixed- i always have wanted a perfect smile. and i would love to have eye surgery- i really just want to be able to see like everyone else. i hate being crippled without my glasses. sure i have learned to function but i am really dependent on everyone if i dont have glasses. i was humbled when i was reminded of that last month when i unexpectedly needed to leave my glasses at the shop for 2 hours. i had to have my daughter walk me to the bathroom. i do great at home w/o glasses i know where everything is but if i am in an unfamiliar area too bad.
my husband wants lots of money. i dont think i do. it seems the more money we have the less happier we are, but i am starting to wonder if i'm really just as shallow as other people. i could do alot with lots of money. ...or i could just sit on my butt. then i really wouldnt like myself. i would like to sign up for ice skating lessons but the rink is 45min away in san antonio. what mom of 3 has time for that. i could do it if all my kids took skating at the same time but what would i do with the baby? i couldnt rely on my parents they have become realyy irresponsible in their old age. i think they are reveling in the fact that they no longer have lots of people and pets depending on them. most nights they dont come home after work until bedtime. their not partying just eating dinner and shopping. i hope it makes them happy. i like my parents alot. i even really like my mom's eccentricities. how could i not love her?
i really need to plan for girlsouts.
the temp finally dropped it is in the 80's to day i hear, it feels great outside. i took a walk at noon just because i could (the past few months it feels to hot to even walk at 6 pm, let alone noon!). i hope we get some rain, its been a while. the sky is overcast atleast.
we have soccor practice tonite. i hope my boy makes it through okay. i could try to leave him with grandma and grandpa. i think i'll call them and see if they will come and baby sit during practice tonight. that would be good.
tomorrow night is girlscouts. that is cool b/c i am the co-leader for the troop. i feel pretty proud of that. i need to do some planning for the meeting. i also need to get daughter 1's birthday invites finished. her b-day is mon but we'll be having a party on friday night. eek. i haven't planned it yet. too many b-days. kid 3 in august, kid 2 in sept, then mine, then kid 1 in oct. b-day cake overload. totally.
i have spent a good chunk of my time not cleaning today. i feel very pleased. what hasn't been spent cuddling my unhappy son i have spent cruzing around my web site, getting really familiar with it. it is not as easy to use as i'd like but really not that bad, better than i thought at first. i was driving 30 min. to sams to buy my bulk items, but now i order them on line and save time and get this about $30 in gas for just one trip to sam's. this is sooo cool. i am very pleased with it. i really should start talking to other people about it so i can get some other clients besides myself, but i hate to do that when i dont know everything about it and i dont yet. i hate to not know the answer to someone's questions. must be the sales person in me. speaking of the sales person in me i now sell a really cool line of makeup. i like it better than VS beauty's makeup. i didnt think that was possible. i havent used a lot of the color yet but the skin care is wonderful!
i feel so frumpy. i wish i could get off my ass and start working out. sure i walk everymorning i tell my self, but i still eat so much that i'm not loosing any weight. i'd like to join a gym with one of my friends but i really dont feel like i can afford it. i wish i could get back down to my pre kids 2 & 3 weight. that was 130lbs. i could handle that. i wish i could get my teeth fixed- i always have wanted a perfect smile. and i would love to have eye surgery- i really just want to be able to see like everyone else. i hate being crippled without my glasses. sure i have learned to function but i am really dependent on everyone if i dont have glasses. i was humbled when i was reminded of that last month when i unexpectedly needed to leave my glasses at the shop for 2 hours. i had to have my daughter walk me to the bathroom. i do great at home w/o glasses i know where everything is but if i am in an unfamiliar area too bad.
my husband wants lots of money. i dont think i do. it seems the more money we have the less happier we are, but i am starting to wonder if i'm really just as shallow as other people. i could do alot with lots of money. ...or i could just sit on my butt. then i really wouldnt like myself. i would like to sign up for ice skating lessons but the rink is 45min away in san antonio. what mom of 3 has time for that. i could do it if all my kids took skating at the same time but what would i do with the baby? i couldnt rely on my parents they have become realyy irresponsible in their old age. i think they are reveling in the fact that they no longer have lots of people and pets depending on them. most nights they dont come home after work until bedtime. their not partying just eating dinner and shopping. i hope it makes them happy. i like my parents alot. i even really like my mom's eccentricities. how could i not love her?
i really need to plan for girlsouts.
posted by rainbowponi @ 9/29/2005 01:43:00 PM
2 Comments:
At 9/29/2005 7:56 PM,
Angelkris said…
We all have things about ourselves we would like to change. I would absolutly join you on that eye surgery thing, but everything cost money, money, money. I guess we'll have to find a way to love ourselves as we are...or...we could sign up for EXTREME MAKEOVER and be in pain and agony for 2-6 months.
At 9/30/2005 1:07 PM,
Unknown said…
I don't necisarily want lots of money, I just really liked it when we had money and I did not have to worrie about buying something once in a while.
Three kids have realy shot our exspenses way up. Could you imagine what it would have been like 7 years ago with the money I make now. Its like mass inflation.
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